Today marks an anniversary for me – one more than just about “blogging” – one much more meaningful. Today marks 2 years of not just wanting to reclaim myself, but of doing something about it.
Finding the courage to rediscover parts of who I used to be, and who I used to mourn no longer being, was a big step for me. And going back to writing was definitely a part of that.
Life isn’t perfect. In fact, far from it at the moment. And while there’s worry and anxiety on a daily basis these past few weeks, I have something more than I used to. In embracing myself, I’ve found such moments of absolute peace and clarity that even though I’m struggling with some big things right now, I’m happy. Part of me thinks I ought to be locked up just for saying that, but those moments of peace are a large part of what helps me to manage the day-to-day struggles right now. And I’m grateful.
Point is – today is more than an anniversary of this blog. It’s an anniversary of my SELF. And of embracing all that it entails. And loving every second of this journey of rediscovery – even the painful, messy bits (of which there are plenty).
So blessings to all who have come and gone through these pages, whether you’ve left your mark or not. You were all a part of the process. And I thank you.
Now as a treat, my cohort in crime, my traveling companion, my ever faithful confidante – my sweet, sweet girl, Freyja.
We all have a crappy times – wouldn’t be human if we didn’t, but it’s brill that you’ve found and can access happiness, Sarah. I am more happy than not, though I still have my offdays (today unfortunately being one of them). I love your blog, I love your writing. Recently I realised your music was accessible via the macjams page you’ve linked to(I’d never even heard of the site before that)and that’s made it even better for me, if that were possible.
Thanks so much, Val! And so sorry for your off day. They certainly do put the good days in perspective.
and i am very happy i came across you.
keep enjoying falling
many thanks… and I love the tidal analogy 🙂
May each new day bring to you fulfillment of self and the wonders of life!
🙂 thank you!
I felt like I was reading my own journal entry here just now