my dog tells me
that she is dying –
subtly, as dogs do
that this is the first
of our many lasts
that we should
go slowly now
and savor this truth,
this pained heart,
with worthy tenderness
I owe her as much,
and everything else
at least once more
we take the first
of our last walks
between the light and
lengthening shadows
wheeling toward
the end of the year
good girl!
I know this scene … our 12-yr+ Labrador communicates “old lady now” over and over … less complaint than simple alert. Taking “the first of our last walks” captures the sense of end hovering I feel each time I leash her up and head out the door. Will she make it all the way back? One thing is clear: she still wants to go!
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Sarah, I’m sorry to hear your dog is at that poignant place. It’s so hard when our pets start to fail. We haven’t had dogs but we went through that with all of our cats. Your poem expresses it so well.
Take good care. ❤
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Thank you, Betty. ❤ I find myself caught between trying to make myself face the inevitable and wanting to pretend she'll be here forever. They're such blessings while we have them, and it's so hard to lose them.
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Empathizing with you. ❤
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Some friends are harder than others to say goodbye to.
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Clearly she deserves this fine poem – and if she doesn’t understand the words, she surely understands the love.
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Beautiful poem, Sarah, and one I can relate to, unfortunately. Our furry family members are so hard to let go of. Take care, Lauren 💗
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Beautiful and moving Sarah, I’m so sorry you’re in this place with her.
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Thank you. I am in this strange space between gratitude and sorrow for the short time we have left. Some souls in our lives are truly special, and she is one. ❤
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I dread the time when my dog reaches that stage and try to remind myself of how precious the time is.
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Beautiful poem. Sending you hugs, Sarah.
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